New York Times
Book Review (April 22, 2007)
Musical
preferences were closely associated with status and clique among Sellers’s
’80s generation. So to readers of a certain age, the trajectory
of his memoir could be summed up by the sequence of his (decreasingly
mainstream) favorite bands, from Journey to Duran Duran to New Order
to the Pixies to Pavement. The subtitle, “How Indie Rock Saved
My Life,” is only a slight exaggeration: Sellers suggests that
if he hadn’t progressed beyond Journey, he might have wound up
just another suburban “meathead.” Sellers works in the approved
style of post-gonzo rock journalism, with an arch, self-deprecating,
emphatic tone, digressive footnotes and “10 best” lists.
His clowning about cheesy 1980s culture is only intermittently amusing,
but whenever he immerses himself in the esoterica of alternative music
the book improves. His knowledge of the subject is impressively obsessive.
The central object of Sellers's very substantial enthusiasm is Guided
by Voices, low-fi alt-rock purists; the climax of the book describes
a night of "giddy" hero worship and blissful alcoholic excess
spent in the company of the band's leader, Bob Pollard. A cynic might
say that indie music failed to subvert the consumerism of the 1980s.
After all, Sellers never really stopped identifying himself with musical
brand names; he just developed gourmet taste. But those indie bands
that found the sweet spot between being co-opted and being ignored served
as examples of integrity and passion, helping MTV-era ironists like
Sellers to grow up.—Mick Sussman
Magnet (Spring
2007)
If
you're readings MAGNET, this hysterically naked mash note to the household
names and relative nobodies who’ve fueled John Sellers’
rock obsessions could be your so-called life, too. The differences?
Sellers isn’t afraid to admit, retroactively, that Duran Duran
was his first musical crush; when he runs into Scott Kannberg in a bar,
all of his gushing questions are about the ex-Pavement guitarist’s
financial stability; and he visits Morrissey’s bedraggled hometown
twice because the Smiths mean that much to him. So far, so Klostermaniacal.
But because Sellers slashes through his own ironic, wiseacre posing
to reveal the needy, neurotic dweeb beneath, you don’t end up
wanting to smack him senseless.—Raymond
Cummings
Time Out Chicago
(March 22, 2007)
If
the title Perfect From Now On: How Indie Rock Saved My Life
makes you do a double take out of spite or intrigue, or you’re
the type who can’t resist Spin’s “100 Best”
concoctions, Sellers’s homage to indie rock will feel comfortably
familiar. A memoir chronicling the thirtysomething’s long-term
relationship with the genre (a term he defines surprisingly well), Perfect
is very much in the same vein as pop junkie Chuck Klosterman’s
work. Sellers spends far less time fleshing out the philosophical implications
of pop culture (and boasts better taste in music), though both tend
to foucs more on themselves than their material. But is this love letter
to the Smiths, Guided By Voices, Joy Divisiion and the like criticism
or just fanboy raves? It’s much more of the latter, but Sellers’s
self-deprecating wit and personal connection to these bands makes it
enjoyable—sort of like a barroom argument with a friend about
the influence of the Velvet Underground. When he describes being blown
away by Pavement’s Slanted and Enchanted or getting hugged
by Robert Pollard, the anecdotes buzz with authenticity. It helps that
he’s not snobby or obsessed with obscurity, and refrains from
taking potshots at easy, hyped-up targets. Perfect might be
unstudied and opinionated but it’s definitely fun.—Tim
Lowery
Booklist
Useful
as an update and adjunct to Michael Azerrad’s Our Band Could
Be Your Life, Sellers’ memoir celebrates the self-conscious,
(often) low-tech, deliberately nonmainstream, alternatively distributed
(i.e., outside of the major recording companies’ channels) music
known as indie-rock. Sellers bares his soul from the start—the
refreshing opening broadside is “I hate Bob Dylan”—and
thoroughly explores what he finds valuable in indie rock and, for that
matter, much of life. An accomplished slinger of invective, he provides
a rousing evaluation of a phenomenon as ill-defined as its predecessor,
alternative rock (alternative to what?) while maintaining the theme
of how the mainstream music biz, whenever it’s attracted by indie-rock
commercial success, threatens to undercut the qualities of the music
that its cultlike following most esteems. Spot-on observations and a
willingness to name names and ascribe blame as well as credit make this
one of the best resources to date on indie rock, whatever it is.—Mike
Tribby
YA/S: Fun, fact-filled consideration with a deliciously cynical point
of view that teens will love. MT.
Library Journal
Freelance
pop culture journalist and blogger Sellers’s (Arcade Fever:
The Fan's Guide to the Golden Age of Video Games) memoir of his
evolution from a Duran Duran and Journey–loving preadolescent
to a devotee of Joy Division, Pavement, and Guided by Voices takes a
droll look at fandom and how music can truly shape and complement a
person’s psyche. Writing in a style that fuses the parenthetical
asides of Nicholson Baker (exemplified by 179 footnotes) with pop culture
and musical insights à la Nick Hornby, he chronicles the musical
“origin story” of his mid-1980s adolescence, his college
years spent idolizing Morrissey and New Order, and a life of discovering
his emotional soundtrack. He also chronicles a pilgrimage to Manchester,
England, and concludes with a more recent beer-filled odyssey to see
the final shows of Guided By Voices, his current favorite band. Closing
with several list-filled appendixes, the book aptly illustrates Sellers’s
maxim that it is “simply wrong to love music halfway.” Although
it slows down in its final chapters, its pronouncements will provoke
conversation, debate, and smiles among all who love music and pop culture
of the past 25 years. Recommended.
—Jim Collins, Morristown–Morris Twp. P.L., NJ
Kirkus Reviews
A
play-by-play history of how journalist and blogger Sellers developed
his taste in music. From his father’s Bob Dylan obsession, which
drove him to despise the artist, to his own anecdotes with a light touch.
The Michigan-born author, who started out listening to Journey, chronicles
his musical milestones: first album bought, first concert attended,
first rock pilgrimage. High-school days favoring U2 and New Order gave
way to the collegiate discovery of Joy Division and the Smiths, and
then it was on to Pavement and his New York writing life. It all led
to Sellers’s interest in Guided By Voices and the band’s
astoundingly prolific songwriter and frontman, Robert Pollard. After
consuming every GBV song he could get his hands on, Sellers and a buddy
got a chance to live out their rock-fan fantasy of hanging out, drinking
heavily and even singing onstage with GBV. Just when the author thought
he’d made a decent impression on Pollard, a misunderstanding threatend
their tenuous connection and chucked his rock dream into the gutter.
Sellers’s self-deprecating, music-obsessed memoir echoes the style
of Nick Hornby’s High Fidelity, but he manages to maintain
a distinctive voice: likable, smart and steeped in music trivia, without
being condescending. A fun read for indie-rock fans.
Paste
(March 2007)
Headline:
JOHN SELLERS' LONG, STRANGE “JOURNEY” (3.5
stars)
Journalist Sellers, born in 1970 in Grand Rapids, Mich. (where “most
everybody listened to Journey. Including me.”), chronicles his
lifelong obsession with rock music in this entertaining work. Sellers’
dad was a Bob Dylan fanatic and tried unsuccessfully to turn his three
sons into Dylan converts. “We were forcefed Dylan at breakfast,
lunch and dinner,” writes Sellers. “There was a lot of ‘Listen
to this next song—I think you'll like it.’ We never did.”
In 1981,
Sellers’ world changed when MTV first appeared on this family’s
television screen. Sellers begrudgingly admits to a now-humiliating
youthful devotion to Duran Duran and Wham!, and he spends several pages
describing his fascination with early MTV videos of world-historical
cheesiness, such as Duran Duran’s “Hungry Like the Wolf.”
“How embarrassing,” he bemoans, “that a band as brezzy
and candy-coated as Duran Duran was once so important to me!”
At his lowest point, Sellers sang Lionel Richie’s “Hello”
at a karoke bar because “that one girl” told him to.
Sellers’ musical tastes improved in 1985 when he discovered U2,
his “alternative gateway drug,” which led to New Order,
the Smiths and Morrissey. With U2, Sellers began a pattern of with bands
he loved—as soon as they’d become too popular, as U2 did
after the Joshua Tree album, he’d become disenchanted
and move on to a lesser-known (and thus hipper) band.
During his freshman year at Michigan State University, Sellers hung
out with a group of friends equally obsessed with the Smiths and Morrissey,
listening for hours to music “that seemed tailor-made to awkward,
sensitive, spineless guys such as I unfortunately was at that time.”
During a 1990 pilgrimage to Manchester, England, Sellers witnessed “the
squalor from which my favorite depressing musicians had sprung.”
Sellers lovingly
details the crazy rites of musical obsession. “You let it dip
into every facet of yhour life: your wardrobe, your hairstyle, the foods
you eat, the drugs you take, the naming of your pets. ... You will almost
certainly blog about it. Tattoos are possibly invlved.” Sellers
describes himself rocking out in cars (“If traffic cops ticketed
for DWR—driving while rocking—my license would have been
revoked long ago”) and obsessively crafting musical lists. (He
includes dozens of them in the book. For example, his “Five Songs
I Am Most Annoyed By In All The World” includes Aerosmith’s
“Rag Doll” at #3 and James Taylor’s “You’ve
Got a Friend” at #5.)
Sellers concludes
his funny, self-effacing musical memoir with his most recent monoania,
for Dayton-based band Guided By Voices. One of th reasons he loves Guided
By Voices, and its booze-soaked frontman Bob Pollard, is the band’s
relative obscurity. Sellers feels a highly personal connection to the
band and its music. By book’s end, he fulfills two dreams when
he makes a 2004 musical pilgrimage to Dayton, where he parties with
Pollard, and is then invited onstage to sing with him during the band’s
farewell tour. John Sellers has come a long way from “Wake Me
Up Before You Go-Go.”—Chuck Leddy
Metro
AM (March 5, 2007)
Headline:
The real-life Rob Fleming
If you recognize the title of John Sellers’ book Perfect From Now
On: How Indie Rock Saved My Life (Simon & Schuster, $23) as an
homage to the third full-length record by the Boise, Idaho-based indie
rock band Built to Spill, you are already his target audience and you
will love this book.
And if you know that the record, released in 1997, was the band’s major
label debut on Warner Bros. records, and can name the lineup of the
band during that period and the song that gives the record its title,
well, you will hate this book, and curse Sellers’ name, right before
you turn the page, and fall in love with him all over again.
“I’ve already been giving a talking-to by several Built to Spill fans,”
says Sellers, as he sits down at a cafe on Fifth Avenue in Park Slope,
a few blocks from O’Connors, once frequented by the late Elliott Smith,
and Commonwealth, the bar with the best ratio of Bob Pollard to non-Bob
Pollard music (thanks to owner Ray Gish, who has a framed poster of
Pollard’s now-defunct band Guided by Voices above the bar).
Built to Spill holds the number one spot on Appendix A, “The Top Twelve
Indie Bands I Could Have Written About at Length, But Failed To Do So,
Thereby Failing the Bands I Love.” Their only other mention is in one
of 173 footnotes (a writing gimmick Sellers swiped from his favorite
writer, Nicholson Baker).
Sellers’ memoir of fandom broadly covers indie music from the mid-’80s
through today; he’s reserved the highest page count for the bands he
loves the most, or on which he had the most to say. The Pixies and Sonic
Youth were nixed for full-length treatment because, by 2004, “they’d
been written about to death.”
The Smiths and Joy Division get the works (the latter in a chapter-length
footnote on Sellers’ annual memorial to lead singer Ian Curtis on the
anniversary of his death). “I discovered both bands at the same time
and I can say my life changed,” says Sellers. “You had the conflict
between really witty depression and strange, esoteric depression.” Pavement
also scores high.
But by far the most space is reserved for Guided by Voices, the Dayton,
Ohio-based band that broke out when leader Bob Pollard, then 35, finally
quit his day job as an elementary school teacher. Sellers’ pilgrimage
to meet the band ends in near scandal. (We won’t spoil the surprise,
but diehard GBV fans on the Postal Blowfish e-mail list may remember
a period in 2004 when Sellers was public enemy No.1; rest assured, he
has been forgiven by Pollard himself.)
Sellers happens to be 36, almost the same age as Rob Fleming, the list-making,
record-obsessed protagonist in Nick Hornby’s High Fidelity.
“Shit,” says Sellers. “That’s embarrassing. I’m the real-life Rob Fleming.
I wish I owned a record store.”—Amy Benfer